one of those days where you have tears in your eyes when someone asks “are you okay” or “whats wrong”. im having one of those days, where i hate everyone that is breathing including myself…. im having one of those days where i just want to sit on tumblr and blog my butt off and just cry. i also just wanna lay in bed and sleep but i cant….. too much on my mind just to sleep, just to relax and close my eyes. idk why i think so hard but i do. idk why i put my hopes and dreams up but i do.
Well, what more can I do? I am sad but mostly disappointed . Mostly used to it , it’s just something I need to move on from even though I don’t want too . Even though I think about him every day I do I miss him I do of course I do . I have my guy friends here but nothing will ever compare to him nothing ever . But it’s life people stop loving you even though they say they wouldn’t . It happens I can’t change the past now I can’t force someone to do something . I can only wish them the best keep my head up and move forward even if it kills me . I was gonna go see him but I guess it’s just a waste…..
I just have to move on :/
Blah I feel better even tho I’m sad I wish I could hear his voice .
